I was a very difficult child to raise. Not because I was angry or violent or even prone to wilful disobedience. It was because I didn’t understand and I was so stubborn I refused to pay attention to the rules of society that she was teaching me. They made no sense to me and I couldn’t relate to them. How could I since I had no sense of the world. I was so idealistic like every child is but even more so as it’s persisted through out my life. Even now being a full grown adult I’m still learning and appreciating the lessons she taught me. I miss my mother.